the 2 weeks holiday seems very draggy.. going to school seems to be a drag too.. i cant seem to wake myself up and i seem to be late for every meeting nowadays.. Reports and projects have to be done., but i dont feel like lifting a finger for these dull work.. half of the holiday is almost gone now.. and christmas is approaching.. unlike like other years., this year's christmas seems like a "wadever~" for me.. except for christmas party i guess..
well as for other problems.. or.. i shouldnt consider them problems since i brought them upon myself... i've gone over limits so now its time i got pulled back.. i've broken the trust., and so now they've got no trust in me.. but at the same i dun understand the constant questioning and doubt that they now keep giving me.. YES I KNOW..! influence~ but like wad i've always believed in., influence is a choice.. so if i do something wrong., the fault is mine.. never blame others around me.. i know what to do now.. so its time i work to get the trust back..
Shing's coming back to sg in a day or 2.. and jeff lied to me bout a whole lotta things all these while.. HOW COULD YOU.!? i met him and gave him a strong stare before he told me the truth.. i knew that he knew something just that he tried to hide it when we're on the phone.. hahaha.. 5 of us "reunited" as friends., and friends only.. and Shing can celebrate christmas with his family.!! i hope~
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LOIS CHAN
CURRENTLY A STONE
SPENT 17YEARS STONING
CAME OUTTA NOWHERE ON 14/11/1991
CURRENTLY STILL A STONE AT NYP
THATS WHY ITS JUST DUMB