rite from the start of school today i was really., totally in pain.. my ulcer was really hurting alot.. i refused to drink water.. and i have cum to realise that i havent eaten for the whole day till dinner.! coolness.. lose weight~~.. yea.. i ate very little for dinner too.. i really had a very hard time trying to eat.. i took almost an hour eating my dinner.. its really frustrating.. my ulcer is infected or smth and i had fever for the whole day.. i was really feeling very very horrid but i managed to pull thru my classes.. i called mummy after school cos i really couldnt take the pain of my ulcer and migraine.. i kept tearing everytime i would accidentally bite my ulcer and everytime somebody irritated me.. plus.. the teachers are starting to put alot of stress on ustoo.. i sort of felt like i got sicker cos of the immense amount of stress.. my temper is becoming seriously very bad.. the results of crash dieting - mood swings.. lol..
the real worst part of the day was judo.. mom already wanted to fetch me home.. but instead she jus gave me lots of panadol extras to kill the pain.. i ate 2 tablets and it made me wanna puke cos i ate the medicine without food.. well.. somehow it worked.. but the medicine sort of "got used up"(sorry.. i dunno how to phrase this).. and the pain came back.. the start of judo was bad.. people jus refused to take the mats out.. do i have to do everything.?????
anyway.. zavial., junwei and daniel knew that i was really sick and wanted to help carry the mats.. i asked them not to carry the mats cos it wasnt their responsibility.. the other judokas were sitting on the benches, not doing anything.. so i dun see why they had to help.. i know they were jus trying to help me.. THANKS ALOT..! i seriously appreciate it.. but the judokas are really getting too dependent that the mats will definitely be set for them.. but.. zavial.. are you angry with me.? if u are then sorry sorry sorry.. cos i asked u not to help.. then i heard u say "kan bu xia qu..".. is it refering to me.? then u jus go home never say bye bye de.. or am i jus over sensitive..? so i dunno u angry nots..
i hope this pain would magically be gone by tonite.. if not i wouldnt go to school tmr.. its really a terror.. my maths teacher refuse to accept the fact that i was really sick.. and still reminded me of the pile of hmwk i had to hand in tmr..
im getting really tense about the comp.. sensei really has alot of confidence.. and i mus have confidence too.. but i roughly know who my opponents are and damn., they are really strong.. i wont admit defeat to easily cos i noe i've really trained very hard for this 3mins match.. Gampateh.! ~~
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