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Saturday, August 26, 2006 ; 6:32 PM ◄

dearest bloggie.. i think ur wonderin why i havent been blogging.. so
itS becauSe..
1) i hAve no tiMe
2) nO mooD
WhY nO mOoD.?
3) Cos i hAVent bEen tAlKinG tO mY daD iN a LonG wHilE..
4) cOS i hAvenT bEeN stuDyIng wEll.?
5) i'VE beeN hAviN fevEr..

DeareSt blOggie.. iM riTiNG waD i feEl hErE coS i hAvE noBodY to tEll All tHeSe tO.. thiS soNg woUld dEscRiBE hOw ImpoRtAnt are u to me blOGgIE..

Dear Diary - pink

Dear, dear diary, I want to tell my secrets
Cuz you're the only one
that I know who'll keep them
Dear, dear diary, I want to tell my secrets
I know you'll keep them, and this is what I've done

I've been a bad, bad girl
for so long
I don't know how to change
what went wrong
Daddy's little girl
when he went away
What did it teach me?
That love leaves

Dear, dear diary, I want to tell my secrets
Cuz you're the only one that I know who'll keep them
Dear, dear diary,
I want to tell my secrets
I know you'll keep them,
and this is what I've done

I've been down every road you could go
I made some bad choices as you know
Seems I have the whole world cradled in my hands
But its just like me not to understand

Dear, dear diary, I want to tell my secrets
Cuz you're the only one
that I know who'll keep them
Dear, dear diary,
I want to tell my secrets
I've been a bad, bad girl

I learned my lessons I turned myself around
I've got a guardian angel tattooed on my shoulder
She's been watching over me
Dear, dear diary, I want to tell my secrets
Cuz you're the only one
that I know who'll keep them
Dear, dear diary,
I want to tell my secrets
I've been a bad, bad girl

Dear, dear diary,
I want to tell my secrets
Cuz you're the only one
that I know who'll keep them
Dear, dear diary,
I want to tell my secrets
I've been a bad, bad girl
I've been a bad, bad girl

i quarelled with daddY.. duH.. i knew it was rong.. but gettin shouted at once he came home.? being asked to do something every second.. getting shouted at for the slightest mistake.. i've been called "stupid" and "idiot" many times in my life.. it din matter.. oni till my dad shouted that 2 horrific words to me.. i noe apologising would solve the matters.. but i really need some peace until i do that.. i found it really better for the few days that i din talk to him.. but on the other hand., there was no escaping apologising to him.. but when would i do that.?

AnothEr soNG describing My feelings tO daddY..

COnfessIons oF a bRokEn heaRt - lIndSay LohAn

I wait for the postman to bring me a letter
I wait for the good Lord
to make me feel better
And I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders
A family in crisis that only grows older

Why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to go

Daughter to father,
daughter to father
I am broken
but I am hoping
Daughter to father,
daughter to father
I am crying, a part of me is dying
and
These are, these are
The confessions
of a broken heart

And I wear all your old clothes,
your polo sweater
I dream of another you
The one who would never (never)
Leave me alone to pick up the pieces
A daddy to hold me,
that's what I needed

So why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to go!!

Daughter to father,
daughter to father
I don't know you,
but I still want to

Daughter to father,
daughter to father
Tell me the truth,
did you ever love me
Cause these are, these are
The confessions
of a broken heart

I love you,
I love you
I love you
I....!!!!!
I love you!!
Daughter to father,
daughter to father
I don't know you,
but I still want to
Daughter to father,
daughter to father
Tell me the truth...

Did you ever love me!!!?
Did you ever love me?
These are.....
The confessions...
of a broken heart
Ohhh....yeah

I wait for the postman to bring me a letter

pain..