Thursday, May 18, 2006 ; 5:36 PM ◄
found out sum stuff about pp not liking me in judo recently oni.. even tho it happened ages ago.. im sorry to zhi jian.. if that day my mood was bad and all that.. and sorry if i dao u or give u black face.. after all ur still much more my senior.. in experience and strength and all that.. but im not gonna say sorry for not helping u think about the combinations.. i showed u all of mine lerhs.. sensei said that to learn kata is from ur heart.. than u would be able to do it well.. and i dun think there is favouritism even tho im sensei's god duaughter.. he scolds me and treats me like a normal student.. wadever double gradin and all that.. b4 the competition.. whether this year or last year.. i trained almost everyday.. except sundays.. with the jujitsu people.. i helped the school win.. then sensei allowed the double grading.. sensei dotes on li han., cynthia., mark.., used to dote on juen juey so much.., yeeling.. not oni me.. i feel i earned the belt.. i won give up judo so easily.. judo is my happiness.. and i have the support of many other seniors.. hahas..